Brake Down - Freak Out! That's Me...

OK So This Is How It Goes....I Talk, You Listen. It Works For Me, It'll Work For You...Hopefully. Well...that's not how i wanted it to go, all I need is a peaceful place ware I can post my mind out on the net...why? Well I've been askin' myself the same thing for quite awhile...all I came up with is that cause I'm not much of a talker, the only way for me to be heard is to type what i say, and i really don't care what i say or who reads it. If you have, good for you...now you know a little bit more about me. If you don't, feck off...I never said I needed you anyways. So lets start with the basics...although i already posted and you might have already pieced something together your self, I'm goin' to shatter that image.

Lets first start of with this page...not what i really want but close enough, I'll go with the flow. On the left the posts and such, on the right the nave, Yahoo! avatar, a MeeBo IM window (talk to me when I'm on) and the Frapper Map (something new I'm trying out). Below that it's all crap! OK that's My Blog Spot...Now I also have a web page, on a free host (what you think I'm made of money?!) check it out some time http://g.iasphost.com/gamegod246 yeah it's a little odd and a piece of shite site but I'm workin on something better as we speak....when I'll be done who knows.

Enough of that shit...now it's my turn:
- I'm currently 18 (19 in June)
- was born June 1988 in Washington dc and moved around for the first few years of my life with my folks.
- i now reside in Chicago, IL been here 16-17 years, it's an OK place but it's boring as shit on a stick! I really want to got out of this hell-hole, too many memories and so-forth...blehg!
- moved around bout 5 times since i got here, but never really left the general area of Lincoln square.
- still in HS but I'm not complaining...some sweet digs i got here at Northside.
- I'm a very techie guy...i could never go a week without online access and a month with out an actual computer.
- I'm Bi...just a fact nothing made it happen or caused it, i wasn't born that way it's just that i have a general liking of everyone; race, creed, color or sex. though i do see why some hate a particular feature, i don't see why they think everyone of that particular feature is exactly the same.
- I'm also single, currently...though I'm not really looking for someone at the moment i do like being around others that i could get into...intellectually and so-on.
- the majority of movies and songs are quite good...though I myself am getting quite tired of the American remakes, formulaic plots and mushy happy endings. as for songs everything is in my favour minus death metal, grunge, most resent country and reggaeton.
- I have a very creative spark...i love to make things, especially for others....happiness of other is nice.
- I've been getting into stage-hand stuff...creating sets, lighting sceams and sound...boarding..? anything that i can put myself into and leave a little piece of me with it.
- on that note, i like to write; poems, stories, songs, characters, etc. well i rarely write them down but i do like thinking them all up. i like how art can be so general and basic yet at the same time mean something bigger then itself.
- I am an open minded person...but even so i can only take so much of somthing before i get tired of hearing it over and over...and when i go and shut you down on somthing don't come sayin' i thought you were an open minded person, hipocit! ...no that's not it, i'm open to things i haven't experienced or don't know much of...but i can still have my own opinion...and if you come trying to chance it...bam!
- i'm not a religious person...at all, don't get me wrong but i'll respect your belifes but just about every religion i know of, and others i don't, are always after the same thing and promis the same thing...yet they always fight...and every time i look into one religion i find out that it's like that one wich is like this one...and so-on. just leave me out of the mess, i'll do my own thing.
- i have a few things that i'm realy into...books, music, IM, and furries...now if you don't know what a furry is you could google it or somthing, if you do..good for you! so my main and most used fursona is William Yamagoshi he's a blood red dragon, sage green hair, cristal blue eyes, bout 7' 3", no horns, has some shape shifting abilities (like changing size, adding and removing wings basic stuff), handy with any kinda weapon and a fire breather (of cource).
- there is one last thing that i will share with y'all... i do have a small case of mpd (multipul personality disorder) they help me deal with the crap i put up with all there years. curently none have taken over or anything like that...but a few of them scare me. i know what they think about and it's not pritty...william is one of the, at first i thought he was kinda like me..but not even close. he's been slowly taking over the others one by one...now i don't know all of them, or how meny there are but i can feel them vanish and more of him every day. it's quite odd...


oh well that's it...well, for now. i really can't think about it much anymore, it's the end of this post...bye bye, so long, fare well...and so-on!

Peace Out I/O